beyond the candy castles

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

confessions of a shopaho singlehood-holic


i am single. but not available.

when it comes to love, they say i am an amateur or in simpler terms, a sucker.

i am sorry if i have never even played the game before but not totally sorry that i missed the chance. actually, i intentionally missed the chances. i admit, i have never really experienced having a date with another person of the opposite sex. i don't know but the thought that only i and him are together and that he might do some things ...you know the story... scares me alot. and eversince i was young, i always thought that i am always young and that i must not do what only adults do. so i began to despise couples walking around, holding hands laughing secretly at their own secret jokes, (eeww!) as if they were doing a heinous crime or something.

until now, now that my fellow teenagers seem to enjoy every moment with their "puppy love", i prefer spending time with my friends boy-hunting, eating, chatting, laughing, eating, fooling around, eating...did i say eating?... than wasting my time with a boyfriend-material offered by my youth: immature and irresponsible. i assure you i don't have a boy-phobia or something (in fact, i love boy-hunting and rating with my friends) but i really haven't pictured out myself as one of the girls laughing at a stupid joke thrown by their pa-cool boyfriend. i enjoy the company of my friends alot and maybe if i were to choose between fishball-an sessions with my friends or a movie date with a cutie, i would choose the date with my friends. (not unless the date with the cutie includes an all-expense paid cruise or an overly expensive romantic dinner, of course.. i know my friends would understand.. :p)

maybe i was right after all. there is definitely nothing wrong with being single but still, we must have experiences first so that we won't make a fool out of ourselves in the future. then maybe, it is okay to experience the "L" word in every youth's case but of course, self-cpntrol is very important.

just like what commercials say:

drink love moderately. :p


posted by anthonette || 8:18 PM