beyond the candy castles

Thursday, September 14, 2006

a letter for you...
at least, i just want you to know...


got nothing to do... so here goes...

if you are reading this, i guess i want you to know:

i can't get over you...that easily.

i am lucky to have met you. you were everything a girl would surely fall for. you seemed sincere, gentle, sweet... so ideal. you were someone i never thought i could ever find. you are almost perfect. you may not seem perfect to others, but for me, you are.

for a moment, i thought saying "i love you" was all worth it.

then i realized, i was wrong.

i guess i should not have said that i loved you. then maybe i am not feeling this way. anyway, thanks... thanks for teaching me that sincere words are indeed sincere but not totally honest. thanks for showing me that gentleness is just a front act, but it does not mean you are really concerned. thanks for letting me know that sweetness can never be love.
...at least i owe you these lessons.

but i think you need not to worry at all.

it might be difficult. it might be painful.
but if pain is the risk of letting you go, i would gladly take it.
at least, i'll no longer be a fool, holding on to something you have let go..so easily.

i know that the sun will shine even if you ran away...
and it shall shine for me...

you are one lucky bastard because i have fallen for you.

but i guess, i deserve someone far better than you.

farewell...

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and now i come back to reality...
reality check. i really can't tell this to him. :c


posted by anthonette || 6:41 PM