Monday, December 11, 2006
watching other people's backs
farewell. i have watched as other people turn their backs on me. believe me it felt no good, but i learned "accepting" it.
farewell to my dearest friends. no man can be an island, for the moment. but sometimes, it is absolutely an inevitable to be an island, to stand alone to watch them as they take another route, as they leave me. i was happy for them. but the sad truth sank in. forever was not true in friendship. someday, we'll leave each other, look at each others backs, reminisce the past and hopefully, come back..at the definite time fate allowed.
farewell to my cousin. i was so happy spending even the littlest time with them. and i am really looking forward to seeing them again. but only time could tell when.
farewell to my "object of addiction". i was depressed as the DVD was snatched from me (although, i approved of it!) for several weeks, it had been the dream that i was living, the hope that i was breathing for, the love i am looking forward to having. i love and i am a guilty addict of
Princess Hours and i admit, i really can't help myself but put myself to sleep by watching it nightly, everyday. i don't care if other people will laugh at me. but i really can't help myself. i think i need professional help to take me away from this addiction! (^^,)..V and now that i can see it on television, i can't stop myself from waiting for it in every commercial break. i can't bear to swtich to other channels for the fear of missing a single advrtisement about it. oh crap! i am super addicted.
***i realized i am "
in love with the thought of being in love". in love at the thought that in this fate, i can have someone like him, someone so perfect, someone...my ideal someone. in love at the thought that in this fate, i can have him at any time, that i must be prepared, that i must be vigilant. observant. keen.
but of course, i have a different fate. i am no caijing. i really can't have anyone like xin.
so here i am struck by HRS (hopeless romantic-ness syndrome) waiting for fate to allow me to find
him. because i am terribly
in love with the thought of being in love.....in love with the thought of having someone just like xin.-princess.hour_addict (^^,)..V-
oh by the way,
good news!
my mom shopped my xmas outfit! im super excited! (^^,)..V
posted by anthonette || 6:43 PM
the palace
78th street. chocolate wheatfields.
plotted at 1024 x 768 total area.
dear guest...
you are trapped in my own reverie.
the only way out is to walk through my life.
it is your fate.
and if you wish for liberty
i ask only for your tooth
that it may fulfill my dream
of being your fairy...
but if not,
you'll forever live in my illusion.
may i remind you, you are seeing through my mind.
whether you do good or bad,
i will always know...
i'd be glad to hear from you...
but make sure it's worthwhile......
enjoy your stay.
and i wish your dreams become a reality...
and your reality takes part in my dream...
my friend.
the tooth fairy
a teenager.
not only likes chocolates but especially, coffee.
has that undeniably "chocolate features"..the perfect chocolate proprietor.
loves accounting and bookkeeping except her stupid "ceiling-gazer" professor.
cannot survive without television.
cannot survive without food.
spends 500000 every 5 years for food and clothing.
certified food-a-holic.
loves exotic food, animals except...people.
despises math. and physics!
dreams to live in South Korea.
opposes North Korean nuclear testing forces.
a cool, calm and collected oppositionist.
struck by hyperactivism whenever "prince charming/s" is/are around.
object of ridicule.
with ferocious booming voice.
100 % female.
with a hundred percent set of teeth.
hates braces.
and guys who wear them.
and guys with glasses.
loves to write.
if there is pen and paper.
near-sighted.
wears a contact lens.
with newly-bought travel pack case from *japan home.
sleeps late.
hates texting.
loves chatting.
hates swallowing-self-pity-people.
hates insecured backstabbers with inferiority complex syndromes.
koreannovela addict.
juday-piolo love team fanatic.
friendly and approachable.
but..
pulaera. suplada. matapang.
"every guys pal, no guys passion."
with exception to my "adiktus" bestfriend, domingo..
has weird dreams once in a while.
has great big dreams.
doesn't dream at all when exhausted.
hopeless romantic.
narcissist.
believes on fate. relies on faith.
supports the bright and sunny movement.
opened a cupboard.
later on, closed it.
blogger profile here.
the little dreams
an Ipod.
a cellphone with CAMERA.
a boracay mansion.
a prince charming just like Xin.
a jaguar or ferrari, owkei na.
to go to S.Korea.
pass UPCAT and ACET.
be an Editor-in-Chief.
write an editorial.
update my blog every now and then.
eat a BIG MAC now!
establish a coffee shop.
have my own pictorial.
contribute to YoungBlood.
act on a play.
sleep 10 hrs. a day for a whole month.
think of any possible way to push through my xmas shopping!
"older posts" to appear in my tagboard.
find my perfect wedding dress.
but first, my prom dress.
overcome my fear of cockroaches and spiders.
join GABRIELA.
go back home, at Bicol.
eat ice cream for a whole day.
shop-till-i-drop.
for Princess hours to be a hit on Phil teevee!
somebody special and true.
someone who'll tell me:
"stay beside me. without you, everything will be empty."
stop being cheesy, mushy and emo.
overcome the fear for the future.
know my real dream.
find the one.
the parliament
on leaves and leaving.
my__friendster.
my__friendster.blog.
my__multiply.
princess hours!!!__friendster.
mia.
monica.
arjae.
rizelle.
jess.
berna.
joanna.
joanne.
kris.
renz.
joyce.
april.
kit.
naeces.
jenn.
ka silyas.
the kingdom
sibs.barkada.
the cupboard
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