Sunday, January 14, 2007
all grown up.......almost
lately had been my most responsible and mature hours of my life....
last week, i remembered talking to my friend about
marijuana boy. i told her what happened in my last conversation with him. and honestly, i'd like to tell my friends, please don't think that way. i have my own mind, my own decisions. i don't want you to think that i regret listening to you and choosing to listen over your advice than being with that person. i just know deep inside that he's not meant to be with me. and all i want to say is that i don't regret what i've done. if i were to have 'someone special' i want him to be someone i could be very proud of for all of you. and i know very well that at my very young age, i could not find anyone perfect for that qualification. so in short, i don't have anything against anyone and i have completely (not moved on) but ignored what just happened. i am just so passive about it. but sometimes out of something to talk about, i just blurted it out. and at least you would know any update about me. so to my friends, thanks because i owe all the wonderful things i had in my highschool life with you. i know i am being over dramatic but i just want to be honest about how grateful i am for having you around. at least now i am more sure of myself of what i want, of the things i need to prioritize and of what matters most to me, my friends, of course.
today had been my "motherhood day". uh-uh. i am not preggy nor have any kids already but today had been like my own The Simple Life Mother's Edition. because my mom is sick, i cooked, washed the dishes, swept the floors, cleaned the house, and ironed my own uniform for the upcoming week. mind you, it was not a very nice and enjoyable job. washing the dishes were okay and cooking as well but when it comes to ironing......uh! hate it! imagine the iron was so hot and i was so sweaty despite the cold weather and the electric fan focused on me. good thing i was not asked to shop for our food in the market or wash the eeeky, dirty and smelly fish! later on it made me realize how hard was it for my mother to do all these housework then attend to our needs as well. imagine having to wake up at 4 early in the morning to wash our clothes every weekends and at weekdays she'd prepare for her stall at the canteen. poor mom! it made me think of not having a family in the future anymore, if it would mean all these difficult jobs! i'll just hide in the forest or something............
(^^,)..V
posted by anthonette || 8:35 PM
the palace
78th street. chocolate wheatfields.
plotted at 1024 x 768 total area.
dear guest...
you are trapped in my own reverie.
the only way out is to walk through my life.
it is your fate.
and if you wish for liberty
i ask only for your tooth
that it may fulfill my dream
of being your fairy...
but if not,
you'll forever live in my illusion.
may i remind you, you are seeing through my mind.
whether you do good or bad,
i will always know...
i'd be glad to hear from you...
but make sure it's worthwhile......
enjoy your stay.
and i wish your dreams become a reality...
and your reality takes part in my dream...
my friend.
the tooth fairy
a teenager.
not only likes chocolates but especially, coffee.
has that undeniably "chocolate features"..the perfect chocolate proprietor.
loves accounting and bookkeeping except her stupid "ceiling-gazer" professor.
cannot survive without television.
cannot survive without food.
spends 500000 every 5 years for food and clothing.
certified food-a-holic.
loves exotic food, animals except...people.
despises math. and physics!
dreams to live in South Korea.
opposes North Korean nuclear testing forces.
a cool, calm and collected oppositionist.
struck by hyperactivism whenever "prince charming/s" is/are around.
object of ridicule.
with ferocious booming voice.
100 % female.
with a hundred percent set of teeth.
hates braces.
and guys who wear them.
and guys with glasses.
loves to write.
if there is pen and paper.
near-sighted.
wears a contact lens.
with newly-bought travel pack case from *japan home.
sleeps late.
hates texting.
loves chatting.
hates swallowing-self-pity-people.
hates insecured backstabbers with inferiority complex syndromes.
koreannovela addict.
juday-piolo love team fanatic.
friendly and approachable.
but..
pulaera. suplada. matapang.
"every guys pal, no guys passion."
with exception to my "adiktus" bestfriend, domingo..
has weird dreams once in a while.
has great big dreams.
doesn't dream at all when exhausted.
hopeless romantic.
narcissist.
believes on fate. relies on faith.
supports the bright and sunny movement.
opened a cupboard.
later on, closed it.
blogger profile here.
the little dreams
an Ipod.
a cellphone with CAMERA.
a boracay mansion.
a prince charming just like Xin.
a jaguar or ferrari, owkei na.
to go to S.Korea.
pass UPCAT and ACET.
be an Editor-in-Chief.
write an editorial.
update my blog every now and then.
eat a BIG MAC now!
establish a coffee shop.
have my own pictorial.
contribute to YoungBlood.
act on a play.
sleep 10 hrs. a day for a whole month.
think of any possible way to push through my xmas shopping!
"older posts" to appear in my tagboard.
find my perfect wedding dress.
but first, my prom dress.
overcome my fear of cockroaches and spiders.
join GABRIELA.
go back home, at Bicol.
eat ice cream for a whole day.
shop-till-i-drop.
for Princess hours to be a hit on Phil teevee!
somebody special and true.
someone who'll tell me:
"stay beside me. without you, everything will be empty."
stop being cheesy, mushy and emo.
overcome the fear for the future.
know my real dream.
find the one.
the parliament
on leaves and leaving.
my__friendster.
my__friendster.blog.
my__multiply.
princess hours!!!__friendster.
mia.
monica.
arjae.
rizelle.
jess.
berna.
joanna.
joanne.
kris.
renz.
joyce.
april.
kit.
naeces.
jenn.
ka silyas.
the kingdom
sibs.barkada.
the cupboard
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