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Friday, January 26, 2007

hyper mode struck, as usual.

Ok. Don't panic. let's admit it. it was cute, i mean, very cute. never in my entire highschool life has anyone done that to me. it maybe quite simple, but at least it feels good to be treated special and i knew my friends felt special too.

what added more to the spice for the day were a series of head-turning events for arj, mia and me. everywhere we look, there'd always be those wafu guys around. even if it means another "as-if-my-eyes-are-poring-on-you-forever" moment with arjae's no. 1 stuck-on-her fan!

one thing ill never forget in la salle would be miss africa. and i know, shell never forget us also. she made us feel what truly any children would. she made us feel hatred when punished but still we leave a sense of respect for her. she made us feel happiness on our funny moments but a readiness to take part of anyone's passion in times of pain. most of all, she made us feel loved as if we all came from her but never did she fail to let us experience that althroughout our highschool life. she taught me not only to count numbers but to count all those thank you's to the lord for having her around. if there's something i will never forget about her, it's her tranquilizing breath (haha! because it makes us sedate and resort to secret candy-sharings in her classes...? nah!). because of it, we are able to feel the goodness of peace and tranquility.

i went over to mara's. and met Alpo, my destiny. he was the cutest and most admirable dog i had ever known. he was very cute and very sweet and when you tag at his leash, he stands up as if a normal person and places his soft cute little paws in your shirt, leaving you footprint-ful and making you appear like a part of the flooring. his hair is as fluffy and curly as his male ownerand his pet-instincts are as likable as his female owner. oh, it's love. but i dont really think we're meant to be. please.

last wednesday night, there was a new type of hyperactivism. it was more of hypersensitivity...to reality. it has just dawned to joanne and me that in just weeks, we'll leave the walls of the type of life we had become used to for all our life, and try to find another. if there was something harder and more frightening than anything else, it'd probably be making the decisions on to where our life will lead. no one knows the future, and the least we could do is plan. the problem is, what if the plan backfires, it's hard to turn back time and start the engine again especially if we have flung over the cliff. where do we go? it's hard to plan when there are forces around you that control your fate. all you can do is to choose among the options fate provides and voila! something happens to you before you know it. what freaks people out is the turn-out of any option you make. life is not your friend, you know. it could make and break you.

posted by anthonette || 9:02 PM