Friday, December 07, 2007

can i do it too?

thanks mia!

okay here's what i need to do: type in 20 things i want to say to 20 people. and just like mia's i'll keep their names in secrecy. i guess that's what makes it more interesting:)

here goes..

1. i never thought we can be this close. i'm just glad that we started to share each others' problems unlike before when you seemed to treat me just as a kid. and i am really happy when we're together with our friends except--for those hilutan sessions. haha pehaps the good thing is at least we get to bond more.

2. you're so lazy, messy and i really hate it when you smoke and when you don't return things to their proper places after using them. and yet i can't stop myself from feeling so grateful fo having a step brother (not by blood). it's just so glad that i have someone who understands and who can take part in my vanity, in my frustrations and in my blissful moments.

3. thanks for being my yaya. hehe i'd like to meet your bf ha.

.......ooh and i love your caldereta!!

4. i can't stop thinking about what you did to my mom. you selfish ...err. if it weren't for my sister i would have confronted you. but of course i realize that i am not in the position to do that. i don't want to hate but why are you giving me reasons to be hateful. in my hatred, i can do nothing but be silent and let everything be.

5. last night i dreamt that what if i'd stop chasng my dreams and come home. it was nice. but i knew there's something missing--myself. i wanted to be the best for you and i can only do that by compromising you. i miss you so much. i always long for you care and embrace and you, in general. but's let's be real. every pain that comes is all for the best :)

6. thanks for coming here. thanks for watching one more chance the second time. thanks for my cool new bag. thanks. for you are here.

7. what's there to like? it's not as if you have everything! haha ^^ i know it's a long chase. whatever the ending would be, i'm just so glad you revived the feeling i thought i lost. and even if you won't feel the same way, i'm cool with being just your friend. :)

8. when i struggle to keep you out, you always force yourself in. ugh, i still don't know if i want you out or not.

wait. is there a specific reason why you only text me during vacations?

9. never was i a fan of texting. my apologies if i don't reply to your messages.

10. i am so sorry if i have to shut the door whenever you're near. i just can't take your smell. i'm gonna die!

11. i miss everyone and somehow i feel really guilty for not doing anything to spend some time with you. but i just want you to know that i can never forget you. all of you. you were the bestest things that ever happened in my highschool life. i'll never forget the super saya moments of laughing out loud, laughing at a person (haha) and just laughing. :p i may have done some things but i am so glad you still gave me chance to still be your friend, to let myself know that you miss me and that you still cherish our friendship and best of all, i am so glad that we are proof of being "friends forever". although i am far from you guys, i want you to know i am always here, to steal your boyfriends. haha joke! i am always here. i love you, always and forever.

12. oof. if i could just stop you from bugging my sister! what's in you that makes her like you? hello, you look like a......**oops!**

13. i don't smoke and i don't look like her. all of you are just blind. :p

14. i want to be your friend but you won't let me! i am just holding on to fate that maybe someday, we'll be friends. i just loove your outlook on things. :)

15. i like you but sometimes you have this attitude problem i am just dealing with. but i know you're normally like that. anyway you're still a friend of mine. and i know i get to sount all the times you stood up for me than this simple misunderstandings.

16. you make me laugh at all the kuentos we have for each other :) at first, i never thought we'd get along. it's just so fun to spend a day with you of non-stop kuento!

17. speaking of tuut-tuut, it's nice we could be civil to each other. at least, everything's back to normal.

18. thanks for letting me into your circle. i know i'm your baby but it's so nice you treat me like an adult. :)

19. get out of that house! haha^^

20. i'lll try not to be late in your class. hihi i think i need to take a bath now.

posted by anthonette || 5:42 AM