beyond the candy castles

Sunday, December 16, 2007

love's still there (sequel to love came back)


i could've wished that you didn't write that 'letting go' blog. maybe if you didn't, you would not leave us. but because of it, she wanted you back. and of course, as a person in deep love, you gave in. "she was really what i wanted for the rest of my life," i remembered you told me that in one of our candlelit moments. but i ever knew that "the rest of your life" is bound to start.

i am selfish. but i still want you here with us. no one can replace you even if you try. you are the only erik in our life and we can't let you go that easily.

what about those promises? those more-partying-together, more-all-night-talk, trips around the country and maybe around the world promises? you said you will keep them but we knew better. if you leave now, you'll never be able to keep them because everything else would be different. you'd have new priorities and being with us is definitely not and it'd never be on top of your list.

i could've wished you never wrote that blog. then maybe things will just be the same.

but then i knew, you'd never be as happy as you are right now.

"ang relasyon ay nakakasira sa barkada." -kuya bvhoy


posted by anthonette || 10:52 PM