Thursday, March 05, 2009

hindi ito huling habilin

Okay don't panic. this is not a premonition. di pa ako mamamatay kasi masamang damo ako.
hehe :)

the past two weeks had been a blur.
all kinds of emotions were felt--there were days so irritating, so tiring, depressing, confusing, funny, sabaw-ish, exploding, frustrating, eye-opening, satisfying, gratifying, constipating (whaaaat?)

but this night. as the eve of judgment day approaches all i feel is nothing but gratitude.

sobrang nagpapasalamat ako sa lahat ng mga taong nakasama ko, bago man o luma. at sa lahat ng taong nakatrabaho (nyark artista?) at naka-share ng roller coaster event ngayon.

first, JOW POBLETE. got lots of things to thank for to this guy. :) you know how i doubted myself and my capabilities but you were there to make me feel that i am worthwhile. i was really moved kanina when you told us that lahat kami, in your slate were carefully chosen. and you chose us kasi you believed in us. i admire you jow. kasi despite the toxicity and init of going from lara to faura, you never failed to reach out. thank you for making an effort to prove that faura and lara isn't as far as it seems. thank you kasi you touched us. and it made us alive. it made us respond. it made us feel welcome.
to add, thank you jow kasi you didn't leave us hanging. kahit wala kang two front teeth and kahit bloodshot ang almost 3/4 of your eyes, you were there to be with us, to present us with pride and with hope na you could help us to be heard. thank you jow for honing our potentials, thank you letting us take this big leap, thank you for making us feel we belong.

second, TISH, LOREN, NINA, MOCHA and MAI. thank you guys. wala lang kahit nakakainggit at nakakabitin that i cut even our food trip, pinag-cut and make nyo pa rin ako ng PHISH stickers :) wala lang. thank you lalo na kay tish, sa load, sa pressure, sa pagcarry ng pagsusungit ko pag stressed and best of all sa pag-understand pag mejo sabaw na ako magreport or pag di ko pa tapos ang report kahit 2 hours away na lang. thanks guys fo rbeing there.

third, sa SIBOL-PH. i made friends. and for that i am very thankful. lahat tayo nagshare ng insights about things, nagshare ng pain, ng pressure, ng di pagtulog (hehe). i feel so proud kasi though we are new, though napataas natin ang mga kilay nila, we proved to them that we are worth listening to, young as we are, new to their eyes as we seem.
and thing is, being part of Sibol opened alot of doors for me. sa sobrang bilis nga magopen, nakakagulat na. thank you kasi i met a lot of inspiring and marvelous people (hello renzo guinto and bryan lim :D) through it. it became my stepping stone to brighter and bigger dreams and it challenged me to train myself to be a better person. :)

(okay for the next few parts ill make it short na lang, have pi pa. argh)

kay ATE MITA, for staying late at night, for printing shirts, for directing us lalo na nung wala si jow. for being the sec that she is and for being more! for being an ate, a confidante, an instant mom (hehe), and for being a friend. :) thanks sa pagbblog, sa pagddefend, sa pag-eencourage, sa pag-mmentor, sa pag-ccritic, sa pagccoach, in short sa lahat :D

kay ATE IRIS, and friends (hehe) kasi she shared her lovelife, her kilig moments, her org and her passion and pursuits. i am really looking forward to knowing you more (and ate camille--> haha CHEESEBURGER.benta major.) kasi wala lang it had been really fun being with you. thanks ate for opening up. and sana makasama ko kayo soon :) thank you ate iris kasi sinama mo ako sa bigkis. :) sana manalo ka for cph rep, ang daming kalaban e. =))

kay LORRA SAYSON, MS. JAN BAYBAY, MS. JUVY MACAPAGAL, for being jow's friends (and as for lorra, my friend). we admit that we are new to these things but you helped us wholeheartedly to get through everything. the qualities what we have right now, we owe them to you and your willingness to help us. thank you po.

kay MILA GULFAN, CHI CHI ILAYA, ANRIZ CARLOS, AYA AGONCILLO, KENNETH ONG, ANGEL ANG, at sa LAHAT NG KABATCH na ng nagsuot ng yellow hehe, in those two weeks, masaya ako kasi walang awkwardness. lahat steady lang :) nakakaaliw kasi i felt that we respected each other. pag campaign, we campaign, we do our best. pag nasa class (nat sci 8 or chem lab or bio lab), chikahan time :D hehe

(wait parang sabi ko shorter a)

kay DAVE TORIO, i may have told you a thousand times how i thank you so but still, thank you. alam mo na kung bakit dave :D

kay DOLLY na aking buddy. siguro you got shocked when i ranted one time sa text. pero i just want you to feel that you can always approach me. im just happy na napakasweet and bait bait ng buddy ko :D

sa SIBS ESP NADZ AND ARJ AND CHI AND MIA, dahil kahit namiss ko ang "debut of the year", ang surprise bday ni arjae, at ang chika about kay amanpulo, they still understood. thanks din to mia kasi when i was to explode, she was there to pacify me. you know me so well mia and im so glad yo said all thos things. tama ka, i would have regretted it kung di ko to tinuloy. kasi kahit matalo man, i learned alot at feeling ko winner pa rin :D

sa PE-MATES, for understanding why lately we have been late or absent. promise we'll make it up to you. tska gagalingan talaga namin i assure you:D

kay TRISTAN MUNAR for the tarp services. salamat ha kahit rush. **For discounted Tarp and Poster Printing Services, contact me or him.

sa BIO (joyce, pj, laurie, and friends) kahit di kayo boboto, thanks :))

kay DREI ALFONSO of DSS for being my dss campaign manager, kahit again di naman kayo boboto :))

kina RICHIE, CHARMAGNE, DARRYL, MARK and some dent people for the go!-go! 's :D (kahit again di naman kayo boboto =)) )

kay KARA at pharm people, kahit again di kayo ph, di kayo boboto :))

(okay this time nasasabaw na ako sa antok :D)

and thanks to my sisters of course, for the funding (kahit kapalit non e pag-aaccount ko next week sa sales ng Sam's), pagluto ng dinner and breakfast kahit di naman talaga ako nakakakain. hehe, and sa pag-encourage sakin, matulog. :)) dahil mukha na daw ako zombie.

thanks to my mom and papa, ciempre. wala lang sa kanila galing ang writing and speaking skills ko e. so ayun. (sabaw na)

and to all the new people i met, you may not know how great the ratio you have inspired. and it's more than enough. i am really honored to see, know and listen to you. :)

to all who asked questions. questions are good. :) you helped us think so that we could improve! :D

and best of all to God. a month ago, i felt....BORED. wala lang. masama pala ung feeling na walang purpose. na peteks lang. na konting participation lang tapos books na or barkada na. a month ago, i was in darkness, i focused on the wrong things and felt depressed with the wrong people. but then this time, i got distracted...in a better way. :D i thank God kasi he gave me a chance, to make myself feel important by being busy or by being of service to others. thanks lord. kasi you gave me courage, confidence and best of all, a chance to do what i have always been doing and what i have always been passionate about. :)





tomorrow, the people shall choose. and i stay true to what i said a while ago.

"our basis to choose should not consider WHO stood out or WHO is the best. the future of our college or university is a matter of substance and not personality. what we should rely on when we choose is WHAT would be appropriate and WHAT would make us rise to better horizons."

let us not deprive ourselves of our right for change and development.

pagdating natin sa mga ballots, lahat tayo pantay-pantay. walang freshie, sophie, junior, senior, shiftee or irreg. lahat tayo mga estudyanteng umaasa na kung di man magkakaroon ng malaking pagbabago, may maggagabay sa atin para magbago. tayo pa rin ang leaders ng buhay natin. kung kaya't kung may nais tayong makamit, kumilos tayo. at kumilos tayong kasama ang mga taong papalakasin ang ating loob, gagabayan tayo at higit sa lahat, pagsisilbihan tayo nang walang pag-iimbot.

remember may purpose kung bakit "student council" kasi students always come first.

(wala lang masaya lang ako kasi may political party na member na ako. hehe)
tulog muna. PI later :D (hay nako. major? heheheh)

posted by anthonette || 5:03 PM