beyond the candy castles

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

wish tambay's get to be paid


have fever. my temp was 39 a while ago, good thing it dropped to like 37.6 at the moment.
i missed my orgchem lab makeup class because i felt terrible. though this morning i even managed to disobey my sister and still went to courtzone at u.n. for our cheerdance finals.

ironic, we hated that course, yet we won!
before that actually we (most of my teammates and i) were even planning to drop the subject. if it weren't for our other teammates who were positive at making it through and for missing the date of dropping, we would've done it. but anyway, it was successful and fun and surprising!! :))

does it mean that i should go on, because actually there's something good waiting for me at the end?


but for now, survey time first. i desperately need some diversion after being supersaturated with orgchem. argh.
(got this from thea, pharm)

So, why aren't you in love with your ex anymore?
- dude, i don't even have one! (official one hehehe)

When was the last time you had butterflies?
- surprisingly, only this morning. while we were positioned for our cheer dance presentation. hahaha ang funny!

Do you have any plans for tomorrow?
- if by plans you meant acad plans or study plans, man! sobrang dami. kakabore na.

What do you currently hear right now?
- revv of our wall fan sa room. can't turn on the acu kasi i feel cold.

When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
- kanina din after they watched our presentation. i kinda missed it! kasi two weeks ago, we never hung out that much unlike before and now that things are somehow back to normal, it is just relieving that there's no gap formed between. parang we missed each other pa nga talaga ng sobra kaya we had lots of kuwento with each other :)

Where will you be in an hour?
- dining table. studying the impossible orgchem notes.

Who was the first person you talked to today?
- rose bautista. she called me if i am still going.

Do you miss anyone?
- ALOT of people. but i already told one--him i miss him. hahah tapos he answered back saying na he'll go hang out with me soon. (supposedly tomorrow but thanks to my ORGCHEM lab, they'd rather not go na lang kasi they really want to hang out than just exchange hi's.) sayang nga naman kasi if they came all the way from diliman then wala lang diba. <3

Did you ever see the movie Pearl Harbor?
- OF COURSE! i have dvd pa! original :D

Who was the last person you rode in a car with?
- cab driver? :))

What are you looking forward to in the next month?
- end of sem. summer. summer invitations :D more free time = MORE INOM :))

Are you wearing jeans right now?
- shorts! jeans are like JAIL for me and my troso legs :))

What's something you do when you're mad?
- first ten seconds, i try to keep quiet. my lips purse and my external nares (eff. bio?? HAHAHAHA) dilate :)) then pag nasagad na, i explode. i curse, most likely.
pero after non, wala namang aftershock, more like values and integration in my most preachy kind of voice. haha (parang minister lang e)
i dont get mad for the pinakamababaw reasons. pero kasi time is important to me. pag may mga ginagawa na nagsasayang lang ng oras, i get mad. kasi alam mo un, i could've done alot more things than waste my time with a bunch of tamad or reklamador people.

example of alot more things = SLEEP. :))

Did the person who hurt you the most apologize?
- No. don't think so. he won't let his ego be bruised.

Are you happy?
- to say absolutely would be preposterous. but to say yes, well i guess i think i have the right to be.

i am not totally happy. but im trying and i guess i am kahit papano happy pa rin. (labo no??)

What is the most random object around you?
- my highlighter sa sock bag ko. hekhek

Your favorite thing to drink on a hot summer day?
- not actually drink, eat na lang. hehe ==> halo halo from razon's or ice cream. ice cream!

Where is the next far off place you will travel?
- ewan ko. ayoko kasi ng nagpplan ng mga vacation na sobrang ahead of time kasi kadalasan un ung di natutuloy :))

Who was the last person or people you ate with?
- nina and loren :) love.

What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?
- water! hehe kakainom ko lang ng gamot e.

What's a happy time you've had in the past week?
- friday. election day. it was the day i felt more loved not only by people who supported but best of all by him :)
success kasi, kasi alam mo un he helped escape from the confines of college politics. and parang i felt na i was back to being a normal person, free of pressure but very enthusiastic of what i could contribute next :)

Do you like meeting new people?
- hell yea!
"New friends are social investments. Darating ang araw kakailanganin mo ang tulong nila." (Caguitla, 2009)

What was the first thing you thought this morning?
- sana wag ako mabinat sa cheer dance.

How's your heart lately?
-
it's beating. and hoping that THIS TIME, it's gonna beat for the right reasons and the right person.

How do you feel about school?
- i tell most people, "sana pag gising ko iba na ang course ko. ok lang kung Arts pa siya ang importante ung nag-eexcel talaga ako."
is it wrong to ask for something else?

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
- ADMU <3. PE shirt ni ate madie dati. malaki e.

Someone on your mind right now?
- hehe <3 secret.

i have learned of perfect timing. we're not into something serious right now. we dont send each other messages often (whether it be sms or chat). we barely see each other in a week. but when we contact each other, we make the most sincere gestures. he does, actually. and nahahawa tuloy ako. and it just feels good to hope na sana this time, this person won't hurt me anymore. the feeling of security not by defense or whatever but by sincerity.

When was the last time you cried?
- last night when my temperature was 39C. hay jusko.

What was the last movie or show you watched?
- dvd. SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE. it deserves the Oscars it won.

What's bothering you?
- my future. always had been.


Has today been a good day?
- rate na lang. another 7. more than okay but not nearly perfect.

Who did you last get into a fight with?
- my pe-mates, i think? wala stressed lang. di naman sila nagretaliate. ;))

Will this weekend be good?
- saturday, ciempre hindi kasi exam day na naman. that leaves sunday--> sana?

What are your plans?
- for the weekend? wala naman. MAKATULOG sana!

Would you rather be mad or sad?
- mad. kasi di ko kaya magtanim ng galit. e pag nagtanim ka ng sad, sad din ang fruits mo. so pangit lang.

When's your birthday?
- ehem! makinig. haha 25th of july.

Have you ever woken up next to someone and were freaked out?
- ate ko. kasi paggising ko ung itsura ng ate ko mukhang bangag. and ang funny funny mukha siyang mumu. hahah

Are you looking forward to anything?
- to summer. to rest. to INOM.

How many times do you talk on the phone a day on average?
- when i was in lipa, hay countless!
pero now that we dont have landline at our unit, less phone calls na. but usually, if i wanted sooner replies, i call people up than waste my tiem texting them. namppressure kasi ako :))

Do you usually have weird dreams?
- yes. from the freakiest to the wackiest.

Do you like your bed?
- i like my favorite pillow! :D

What color is your keyboard?
- silver. kapartner nya ung pink casing.

Who are you very disappointed in right now?
- can't tell. that person is so sensitive. parang bata. kaya kakadisappoint.

Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
- yup. felt better than wearing mine! hhahah

How long does it take you to shower?
- tagal. shortest na ang 20min. :))

Is the last person you hugged older than you?
- same age. <3

Last night, did you fall asleep smiling?
- i fell asleep. with my mouth open. :0

Have you lived in a big city?
- if by big you meant big buildings, hello makati. pero if by big you meant very progressive, city from first world country, then no. :)

Does your family own a business?
- yep. mejo dami.

Is a best friend, boyfriend, girlfriend or ex pissing you off at the moment?
- if there's another thing i have learned, that is why get affected?

Do you think someone has feelings for you?
- hahahaha chismis!! sino naman?

Where did you last fall asleep other than your bed?
- couch. my couch. di bed haha

Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
- oh yes! super super duper.

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posted by anthonette || 4:56 PM